July 2009
37 posts
Well..
New developments in the life of me…
1) Guy on myspace.. very cool.. tattoos, likes reading same music taste? hmm naaaah
2) Aimee’s ex’s cousin.. never met.. not that good looking older? naaaah
3) Friend of sister’s.. known for 2 years (in person) very funny, cute, own house.. car.. job.. lovely.. ? Hmmm alrighty then :) :) :)
Hahaha
Was it ever really a...
...
“Once youve taken a few punches and realised your not made of glass, you dont feel alive unless your pushing yourself as far as you can go”
No matter...
How far i travel away from these people there problem’s still become mine.
FFS!
Hmm..
I dont think ill be spending much if any time at all in harrogate anymore… I kept thinking that you were crazy when you stopped going in, it’s were you’ve spent your life.. your friends/family are all there how can you not want to go to them anymore..
But now since ive been stabbed in the back and treated like complete shite from those suposed family/friends i dont think i want...
Cant wait
For my free chinese later :) yummy
Mark...
Is having a massive birthday party outside in the back garden with a live band and eveyrthing!
Gutted! im so bored!
This is
Something entirely new, it’s weird, it’s strange, it’s wrong and yet it feel’s pretty damn good :)
Anyone else been in that sort of situation lately?
nuhu patchworkheart
my teacher man is : P ;)
Is really...
Cold, my house is freezing!
Just had...
…Homemade soup and a ciggerette so hopefully my nerves will have calmed enough for me too keep the food down…
:P
Okay..
Need to calm down now. Phewwwwww!
Shaking with nerve’s doesn’t really help the conversation to flow easily…
Or to even sit still o.O
Calm….. phewwwwwwww!
It's official...
I am completely insane! That was the single most outrageous thing i have ever done in my life!
But oh my god! He sounded so gorgeous! Meeep :)
Maybe..
This could turn out better than i thought :)
Cheery post for once! What’s going on? lol :P
Forget him...
Who’s this?
:P
Isn’t going the way i’d hoped, but then again i knew that from last night…
Well ive gone and done it now
Since he’s a guy and after the last week ive discovered very clearly that they are the most sincerely idiotic speices on planet earth, i really have spelt it out for him..
I was going to ask him over facebook but he went offline.. so in the heat of the moment i decided to send him a message asking and explaining all the things ive been wanted to know…
Hopefully he wont need much more...
There's
this guy who messaged me on myspace a couple of day’s ago who happens to be a 25 year old english teacher, he at first thought i was 18 because my profile say’s so but when i told him my real age he said he didn’t know if it was a good idea to talk to me.
But the only thing entailed in our coversation’s is books, teaching english, and music.
He has’nt asked me...
Is grounded
for the weekend, due to my silly habits of not listening and “zone-ing out”.
Not too fussed though, didnt have any money anyway and who exactly am i going to hang around with that wouldnt invite him?
Totally regrets
Last nights events.
Fun at times.
Depressing at times.
Gaaaaar!
I have a feeling...
Tonight may get awkward…
Wish's
He’d realise… for fuck’s sake! There’s no point lying to myself, i dont think there’s an easy way to get over or past this.
What’s the point?
Has Decided..
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
That im not going to sit in and wollow around waiting for you to figure out what it is you want, im not going to avoid parties just because you might be there and im deffinatly not going to put myself off the market just because you take to long to think things over.
Hope you have fun while...
Has Decided..
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
That im not going to sit in and wollow around waiting for you to figure out what it is you want, im not going to avoid parties just because you might be there and im deffinatly not going to put myself off the market just because you take to long to think things over.
Hope you have fun while thinking because im off partying...
Has Decided..
naiveheart:
wingsofabutterfly:
That im not going to sit in and wollow around waiting for you to figure out what it is you want, im not going to avoid parties just because you might be there and im deffinatly not going to put myself off the market just because you take to long to think things over.
Hope you have fun while thinking because im off partying on friday ;)
Is that Zach’s you’re...
Has Decided..
That im not going to sit in and wollow around waiting for you to figure out what it is you want, im not going to avoid parties just because you might be there and im deffinatly not going to put myself off the market just because you take to long to think things over.
Hope you have fun while thinking because im off partying on friday ;)
Finally
May finally get to find out what i mean to him ..
“Goooo medium….. Wish i could talk to ghosts….. That’d be...”
– Mr pewtershmit (family guy)
I wish i could say i hate you
Officially been let down.
That's quite depressing
naiveheart:
Sign into facebook and there’s five new relationships as of today/yesterday.
This makes me feel even more lonely. Pathetic, I know.
I know what you mean, nearly all my friends on facebook are in a relationship and even when they end up breaking up with someone its only a week at most before there with someone else.
Your unbelievably blind, i could spell this out for you and you still might not understand. Why have you left it so long? Why are you still leaving it?
ffs
Forget deciding, can you hurry up and tell me?
I’m so sick and tired of playing these same old game’s with you. Why can’t you just hurry up and decide so we i can carry on with my life rather than keeping me waiting like before?
Thinks Jo should come back and help me customize this damn thing…